Friday, December 03, 2004
yesterday wasn't a bad day. compared to today.
after work, jjaymie and i went home. but, i was totally broke and i had -$0.05 in my ezlink card, so i borrowed jjaymie's last $2.60.
jjaymie's aunt recommended her a job, but alas, there's the age limit. so we juz sat around at the mrt station.
then, jack called. he was at harborfront centre (strangely), so jjaymie decided to wait for him (we were at potong pasir station). when he arrived i wanted to go home already, as i'm too broke to do anything, not even take a bus home. jack made us go eat (he paid), then after that i thought i really had to get home, they asked me to sleepover
that's how much jjaymie likes to be with me ^^ d=
anyway we had work the next day (which is today).
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today's a bad day for me. well, maybe not me only, coz jjaymie felt the same and i bet a few other of our colleagues feel the same too.
we have a boss of all the managers of our branch, called jenny, who's fierce, sly and scary, whom no one likes to work with.
she stepped on jjaymie's toes today. she didn't bother me, coz i had the priviledge of cleaning trays and running small errands most of today. so there wasn't anything for her to pick on me for. BUT, when i was made to go to the kitchen, i felt very pissed off with this guy called sai.
he asked me to get lettuce, and somehow, i interpret it as nothing. subconciously i replied " yeah.", but at that moment i just started to do something else. so when i returned to my station, sai stared at me, and threw his temper.
coz i didn't hear him asking me to get lettuce, i was shocked. then he said angrily "ask you to take lettuce also cannot @$(*#&$#("
grrr! i was so angry too, i wanted to strangle him. he's such an ass, can't he get the lettuce himself?!!!! and why should i get it for him dammit
luckily there was less than an hour left before i can 'punch out', or knock off
i was sooooo bleddy pissed off i couldn't smile, talk or do anything but feel angry. i vented some of my anger on ahlian, the chao sissy who is so dao.
after i punched out, i stormed into the crew room. ahlian took 2 chairs and i wasn't happy about that, so when he made eye contact with a little shocked look on his face (coz my footsteps were noisy), i glared at him until he didnt dare to look at me again.
i sat down, and lowered my head, trying to cool down. i couldnt. i sat there for a good 15 minutes, saying nothing and doing nothing. the other guy who's there was a little scared too, but he was cautious. he bent down and asked "you okay?" and as he's much better a person than ahlian, i forced out a normal sounding "ya"
then i returned to sulking. and cursing sai.
then i felt tired, so i rested on the table.. i was waiting for jjaymie, and there's an hour left, so i counted the songs on the radio and planned to go shopping after the fifth song. halfway through the third song i wasnt feeling any better so i decided to get out for some fresh air
after shopping for a little while, i felt soo much better i was happy, in fact. retail theraphy is the best cure for stress and anger.
then when i returned to the crew room (had to, my bag's there), i was immediately reminded of sai, and the storm clouds came back. until now, i'm still very angry.
but jjaymie's even more angry. after getting some of jenny, ahlian stepped on her toes (literally!). jjaymie was VERY mad, she glared at him, and he was terrified i guess, he quickly said "im sorry im sorry!! i let you step on me okay??"
*snickers*
so when jjaymie knocked off too, we went to red earth. the lady working there actually saw us on the train in the morning.. i've decided to get some stuff from red earth. can't afford mac or tony & tina.
maybe it's pms, but no matter what, sai was still a BIG BITCH, and will Always be.
xoxo
joce-lyn
11:43 PM
